Saturday, September 30, 2006

Samar wrote about "TIME" in 10th grade

Samar Al-Ansari 10.3 Vocab Paragraph May 28,‘04

Time is indeed the enemy of man. There is no escaping it, no hiding from it. It is the painful reminder in life of destitution. Time reminds us of our lack in love, success, and happiness. Usually in life, people premeditate reaching the pinnacle of their lives and await it with anticipation, but when they reach it, they don’t feel satisfied, they feel that they have wasted their time, the most valuable thing to man. It’s ironic how time is one of the most things hated by man, but at the same time it is one of the most things cherished by him. Sometimes, time pressures you into doing things that you don’t necessarily want to do, because you feel if you don’t do them quickly, it will be too late. On the other hand, others don’t take time seriously, and end up losing valuable experiences, such as the opportunity to love. Some people suppress their feelings in for so long, unaware that one day, the one they love might disappear from their life. Time is our enemy, because it regards us as mere objects that go musty.

Friday, September 29, 2006

Poem Samar Wrote about her Maternal Grandfather

Daily Life of Samar
I look at my grandfather I see wisdom…
I look at my grandfather I see experience…
I look at my grandfather I see love…
I look at my grandfather I see kindness…
All these are the qualities of my grandfather
I thank God for letting my grandfather
To be a part of my life. I cherish
Him in my heart forever

Done by Samar Al Ansari
11 years old

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

SAMAR'S yearbook dedications

Class of 2006

This was found by Omar when he revisited the site of the accident the day he was leaving to the UK on the 16th of September. She loved you class of 2006.

Monday, September 25, 2006

Noora Abul Wrote...

It’s funny how unpredictable life can be; the night of the accident I was out with Qadar and some friends, and we were telling here how glad we were that Samar was going to be attending York with her in October. Qadar was telling us how excited Samar was to be going to university. Little did we know that God had a different plan.

Samar was never just “Qadar’s little sister”; she was much more than that. The last two years since I graduated high school was when I really got to know her. I’ll never forget our talks on MSN; at times she would advise me about what to do about this or that, or tell me about how much school work she had. Other times she would tell me how much she missed Omar and Qadar while they were away, which goes to show how much she loved them.

I’ll never forget the day in February when Samar came to Warwick with Auntie Randah and Auntie Rima. We had a great time walking around the university and talking over lunch. Of course, Samar did not disappoint us when she cracked a couple of jokes. I could tell she was excited to be starting university soon, and although I was encouraging her to come to Warwick, deep down I thought it was best for her to join Qadar in York because I knew how close they were.

There are many different qualities that Samar had that I know I will never forget; however one thing that stands out is the strong bond that she shared with Qadar. Whenever Qadar would tell me anything, whether it was the latest gossip or something regarding her life, she would almost always tell me Samar’s opinion on the matter. I think that is the greatest testament to the bond they shared.

Although Samar’s life ended abruptly and at a very young age, she touched many people’s lives. Others live for much longer but do not have the same impact that Samar had on people. In this very difficult time one finds solace in the fact that Samar is in a better place. We are all praying that God helps her family through this time, and they have proven to be strong.

Noora Abul

Mona Hammadi Wrote...

I saw the link on Omar's nick..i started reading through and as strong as I thought I was I broke down..allah yr7mch Samar.
I did not know you at all, I was in IKNS for two years but I did see you around school, distinct familiar face...So I don't have much to say but all i can say is that after goin through this page I felt like I knew you and now I have become someone else's heart that you have touched..I've read doa'a your mother put up repeatedly and I'm just in tears..I have written it down so I can read it daily after my prayers..Tears, heartache, and pain are meaningless..Nothing but our prayers and doa'a will reach you and I promise you they will..
You are in a better place and God is taking care of you, what better place to be than under his watchful eye and in his caring hands..

Mona Hammadi

دعاء لسمر من نور زينل

دعاء لسمر... في شهر رمضان الكريم

اللهم ان سمر في ذمتك فاغفر لها و ارحمها و عافها و اعفُ عنها إنك أنت الغفور الرحيم
اللهم أنت رزقتها وأنت هديتها للإسلام وأنت قبضت روحها.. اللهم أنت ربها وأنت خلقتها وتعلم سرها وعلانيتها فاغفر لها

اللهم أغسلها بالماء و الثلج و البرد و نقِها من الخطايا كما نقيت الثو ب الأبيض من الدنس
اللهم اجعل من أمامها نوراً و من خلفها نوراً و عن شمالها نوراً و عن يمينها نوراً
اللهم نور قبرها بنورك الكريم يا أرحم الراحمين
اللهم اسكنها فسيح جناتك.. آمين يا رب العالمين

و انا لله و انا اليه راجعون

Sunday, September 24, 2006

دعاء لسمر من فيصل بو علي

دعاء لسمر

لا اله إلا الله وحده لا شريك له، له الحمد وله الشكر وله الفضل وله الثناء الحسن يحيي ويميت بيده الخير وهو على كل شيء قدير. لا إله إلا الله لا نعبد إلا إياه مخلصين له الدين ولو كره الكافرون ولا حول ولا قوة إلا بالله. اللهم صلى الله على سيدنا محمد خاتم النبيين والمرسلين عليه أفضل الصلاة أتم التسليم.

-اللهم يا رحمان الدنيا والآخرة ورحيمهما ارحمنا وارحم أمة محمد رحمة كافة تغنينا عن رحمة من سواك.

- اللهم اغفر لأحيائنا وميتتنا وشاهدنا وغائبنا كبيرنا وصغيرنا.

- اللهم من أحييته منا فأحييه على الإسلام، ومن توفيته منا فتوفاه على الإيمان. اللهم ارحم سمر رحمة واسعة وتغمدها برحمتك.

- اللهم ارحمها فوق الأرض وتحت الأرض ويوم العرض عليك. اللهم قها عذابك يوم تبعث عبادك .

- اللهم انزل نوراً من نورك عليها.

- اللهم نوِّر لها قبرها ووسِّع مدخلها وآنس وحشتها.

- اللهم اجعل قبرها روضة من رياض الجنة.

- اللهم أغفر لها وارحمها واعف عنها وأكرم نزلها.

- اللهم أبدلها داراً خيراً من دارها وادخلها الجنة بغير حساب. برحمتك يا ارحم الراحمين.

- اللهم انقلها من ضيق اللحود إلى جناتك جنات الخلود لا اله إلا أنت يا حنّان يا منّان يا بديع السموات والأرض تغمّد سمر برحمتك يا ارحم الراحمين.

- اللهم أطعمها من الجنة واسقها من الجنة وارها مكانها من الجنة وقل لها أدخلي من أي باب تشائين.

- اللهم إن سمر في ذمتك وحبل جوارك فقها من فتنة القبر وعذاب النار وأنت أهل الوفاء والحق فأغفر لها وارحمها إنك أنت الغفور الرحيم.

- اللهم إن سمر عبدتك ابنة عبدك تحتاج إلى رحمتك وأنت غني عن عذابها فارحمها.

- اللهم وارزقها لذّة النظر إلى وجهك والشوق إلى لقاءك.

- اللهم ارجع نفسها إليك راضية مرضية وادخلها في جنتك مع عبادك الصالحين.

- اللهم أنت غني ونحن الفقراء فأنت غني من عذابها فارحمها.

- اللهم إن كانت سمر من المحسنين فزد في حسناتها وإن أسأت فتجاوز عن سيئاتها.

- اللهم ادخلها جنتك وبكرمك جنات النعيم.

- اللهم إني أسالك الفردوس الأعلى نزلاً لها.

- اللهم وابني لها بيتاً في الجنة واجعل بملتقانا هناك.

- اللهم واسقها من حوض نبيك محمد صلى الله عليه وسلم شربة هنيئة مريئة لا تظمأ بعدها أبداً.

- اللهم وأظلها تحت عرشك يوم لا ظل إلا ظلك ولا باقي إلا وجهك. اللهم بيِّض وجهها يوم تبيض الوجوه وتسود الوجوه. اللهم يمِّن كتابها. اللهم وثبت قدمها يوم تزل فيها الأقدام. اللهم اكتبها عندك من الصالحين والصدِّيقين والشهداء والأخيار والأبرار. اللهم اكتبها عندك من الصابرين وجازها جزاء الصابرين .

- اللهم إني أسألك في هذه الساعة إن كانت سمر في سرور فزد في سرورها ومن نعيمك عليها، وان كانت في عذاب فنجها من عذابك وأنت الغني الحميد برحمتك يا ارحم الراحمين.

- اللهم تقبل منها القليل وتجاوز عنها التقصير.

- اللهم إني أسألك بأسمائك الحسنى وصفاتك العليا وباسمك الطاهر الأعظم أن تتقبل منا دعاءنا بقبول حسن وأن تجعله خالصاً لوجهك الكريم.

- اللهم ثبِّتها بالقول الثابت وارفع درجتها واغفر خطيئتها وثقِّل موازينها.

- اللهم حاسبها حساباً يسيراً يا من هو ارحم من عباده بأنفسهم ومن الأم بولدها.

- اللهم إن سمر في كفالتك وفي ضيافتك فهل جزاء الضيف إلا الإكرام والإحسان وأنت أهل الجود والكرم.

- اللهم إن سمر في حاجة إلى رحمتك وأنت الغني في غنى من عذابها فارحمها.

- اللهم حرِّم لحمها ودمها وبشرتها عن النار.

- اللهم استقبلها عندك خالية من الذنوب والخطايا واستقبلها بمحض إرادتك وعفوك وأنت راضٍ عنها غير غضبان عليها.

- اللهم افتح لها أبواب جنتك وأبواب رحمتك أجمعين.

- اللهم إني أسألك يا حنّان يا منّان يا بديع السموات والأرض يا ذا الجلال والإكرام.

- اللهم اجعل سمر من الذين إذا أحسنوا استبشروا.

- اللهم إني أسالك يا ارحم الراحمين أن تكون سمر ممن بشر عند الموت بروحٍ وريحان وربٍ راضٍ غير غضبان.

- اللهم يا باسط اليدين بالعطايا يا قريب يا مجيب دعوة الداعي إذا دعاه يا حنّان يا منّان يا رب يا ارحم الراحمين يا بديع السموات والأرض يا أحد يا صمد أعطي سمر من خير ما أعطيت به نبيك محمد صلى الله عليه وسلم عطاء ما له من نفاد من مالك خزائن السموات والأرض. عطاء عظيماً من رب عظيم. عطاء يليق بجلال وجهك وعظيم سلطانك.

- اللهم اغفر لسمر وارحمها عدد من قالها ويقولها القائلون من أول الدهر إلى آخره عدد من أحصاه كتاب الله وأحاط به علمه وأضعاف ذلك أضعافاً مضاعفة وكل ضعف يتضاعف من ذلك مضاعفة أبد الأبد ومنتهى العدد بلا أمد لا يحيط به إلا علمه.

- اللهم يا جامع الناس إلى يوم لا ريب فيه اجمع سمر بنبينا محمد صلى الله عليه وسلم كما جمعت بين الروح والجسد.

- اللهم اغفر لسمر حتى لا يبقى من المغفرة شيء.

- اللهم ارحم سمر حتى لا يبقى من الرحمة شيء.

- اللهم ارض عن سمر حتى لا يبقى من الرضا شيء.

- اللهم اغفر لسمر عدد خلقك واغفر لها مداد كلماتك واغفر لها زنة عرشك واغفر لها رضا نفسك برحمتك يا ارحم الراحمين.

- اللهم إني أسالك لها الدرجات العلى من الجنة آمين. وادخلها الجنة آمين. وأسألك لها خلاصاً من النار سالمة آمين. وادخلها الجنة آمين. ربنا لا تؤاخذنا إن نسينا أو أخطأنا ربنا ولا تحمِّل علينا إصراً كما حملته على الذين من قبلنا سبحان ربك رب العزة عما يصفون وسلاماً على المرسلين والحمد لله رب العالمين.

NH wrote

:هذا بيت شعر تذكرته بمجرد سماعي نبأ وفاة سمر واود ان اهديه لروحها
لم أكن احسب قبل دفنك في الثرى
ان الجواهـــر في المقابر تودع
لقد ابكاني واحزنني فراقك لاحبابك وامك ...هذ مع انني لم أرك ولم أعرفك في حياتي
... أسأل المولى عزوجل ان يمن على اهلك بالصبر والسلوان وان يتغمدك بواسع رحمته
وانا لله وانا اليه راجعون

Amina Mamdooh Writes...

my name is amina mamdooh and i graduated in 2004, I really didnt know samar personaly but i always knew she was kind and funny, its really sad to know that someone who u used to c everyday in skool is gone, allah yr7mch inshallah o isaknich fsee7 janatih, o y9aber ahlich o a7babich o itlageenhum fel jannah inshalla.. we'll never 4get u and always pray for u.
amina mamdooh

Saturday, September 23, 2006

On "Death" from the Prophet,by Khalil Gibran(Samar's favorite book)

Than Almitra spoke, saying, "We would ask now of Death."
And he said:
You would know the secret of death.
But how shall you find it unless you seek it in the heart of life?
The owl whose night-bound eyes are blind unto the day cannot unveil the mystery of light.
If you would indeed behold the spirit of death, open your heart wide unto the body of life.
For life and death are one, even as the river and the sea are one.
In the depth of your hopes and desires lies your silent knowledge of the beyond;
And like seeds dreaming beneath the snow your heart dreams of spring.
Trust the dreams, for in them is hidden the gate to eternity.
Your fear of death is but the trembling of the shepherd when he stands before the king whose hand is to be laid upon him in honour.
Is the sheered not joyful beneath his trembling, that he shall wear the mark of the king?
Yet is he not more mindful of his trembling?
For what is it to die but to stand naked in the wind and to melt into the sun?
And what is to cease breathing, but to free the breath from its restless tides, that it may rise and expand and seek God unencumbered?
Only when you drink form the river of silence shall you indeed sing.
And when you have reached the mountain top, then you shall begin to climb.
And when the earth shall claim your limbs, then shall you truly dance.

Jawaher Al-Zayani Wrote

Samar.. Just reading these posts hurt me so much.. You left such a huge hole in all our hearts, and no one will ever be able to replace it.. I'll never stop praying for your family and closest friends, I don't know how they're coping with this.. I'll never stop praying for you.. I know you can read this and I know you're looking over us.. You must be the proudest person ever to have a mom like yours, a dad, a sister, a brother, family and friends.. Your mom is so strong, you have no idea how highly I praise her and how much I admire her.. I admire your family so much for being so strong.. Allah yemsa7 3ala gloob iljamee3 inshallah..
I only recently got to know you, ever since our Dubai trip, but I feel like I've known you my whole life.. You left such a huge impact on me.. I'll never forget our Dubai memories.. Partying in your room (Q16's room), Kyle Maynard, our unsuccessful shardah, our last-day grocery shopping, everything.. I've learned so much from you in such a short time.. Everything reminds me of you.. Everytime I go to Juffair.. Everytime I listen to Cafe del Mar, Buddha Bar, Nightcrawlers, The Fray, everything.. I'll never forget the time you made so much fun of me for listening to Simon Webbe, and how you said I was "another victim that was sucked into the pop culture, just like everyone else is.." All the advice you gave me on school.. I'll never forget your advice on school, on life, it's as if you knew you were gonna leave us so soon.. I'll never forget all those times I'd be walking down the hall and I'd hear someone screaming "jujuuuuw" and I'd turn around and it would be you, then you'd tell me how much IB sucks and how I should never take Physics or TOK or whatever.. You promised me you'd pick me up in your Ford before you went to college, and we'd go to Juffair and cruise, while listening to Cafe del Mar.. I'll never forget that promise.. I'll never forget how many times a day you'd log on to hi5 just cuz you have nothing better to do and it's "fun" to read all those loser's profiles, then you'd send me the link just to crack me up.. You used to crack me up so much, yet you were such a deep thinker.. You really are my idol.. I know you're in a better place.. And as much as it hurts so much when I think that I'll never see you again in this life, I know I will later.. You will always be on my mind, and I'll never stop praying for you.. I miss you so much.. Allah yr7mich yal '3alya..
All my love,
Jawaher Al-Zayani (Jujuw)

Liverpool Football Club Letter

حبيبتي سمر... من زوجة خالها أم لبنى

حبيبتي سمر

بكيتك سمر,بكيتك سمر
و هل نفر من القدر
بكيت الشباب بكيت الفرح
بكيت قلبا يهوى المرح
بكتك السماء بمطر هطل
على بيتك فعجب البشر
فما بين آهات قلبي الحزين
و ما بين عبرات عيني تسيل
سأبقى أراك معي تقفين
نصلي سويا لرب رحيم
وأدعو لك الله جنات عدن
دارا لك بها تسكنين
رضينا بما قسم الإله
به نقوى و به نستعين

أم لبنى

Noora Al Zain Wrote

i might have not know samar very well, but i can tell you she was one of those people that could always make me laugh. this past summer was when i started seeing samar the most. whenever she was around, i'd get in this goofy mood and everything she says and does would make me laugh, like when she beat up the N64 and kept talking to it to try and convince it to work. samar was not only a funny person, but she was mature and thoughtful. she cared about school, university, friends and family. i honestly can say, even not knowing samar very well, she was one of those people that walked around glowing... glowing and smiling...

i wish all her friends and family, especially aunty randa, uncle ahmed, omar, and qadar all the strength. she is in a better place, and she's glowing over there too. something i really believe in, is that even though samar passed away, her soul is still with us, watching us and guiding us.

and remember, when you see that glowing light from far, make sure to smile, cause it's an angel named samar.

with love,
noora al zain

From Samar Al Gosaibi

i opened my eyes for the first time after my major operation. confused of where i was, i noticed my daughther, noora, in tears hugging her father. i knew something tragic had happened because i have never seen noora cry that much before. as nabeel calmed her down, i couldnt help but ask what had happened. with a dry throat, trying really hard to speak, i began asking nabeel what had happened.

when i heard what he said, i couldnt help but say "what?! repeat." my eyes started to tear, thinking about my dear sister randa, i wanted to pull all the wires that were on me to go see her. to comfort her and just be there with her. for the first time ever, i felt i was in prison, not being able to see or be there for randa made the hospital ten times worse than it would have been.

although i wasnt there with randa, my heart was with her. i thought about her and prayed for her and samar. i couldnt help but remember randa telling me about how she and samar were traveling soon to go to york, to be there for her when she starts universtiy. i could tell from how she spoke, she is a proud mother. she kept saying how the house would be empty without her children there. and that she was going to miss samar when she leaves.

the few times i met samar, she was this bright beautiful girl. she was always smiling and seemed very cheeful. i didnt know samar that well, but i know her parents very well. they are bright, caring people with huge hearts. i'm very sorry for your loss, but keep in mind that this is not actually loss because samar is still with you, looking down at you from heaven.

i have also lost my darling brother in a car accident. 10 years have passed since then, but i honestly still feel him with me. in every step i take, when i eat, when i travel, even when i'm at home with my kids, i think of him. i try to take him with me in every journey i experience. so keep in mind, death is not the end, but it is a beginning of a beautiful, better life in heaven. samar will always cherish you, just like you cherish her.

all my love,
samar al gosaibi

404 your still here!!

Sumer… before this site I used to cry all alone it just the thought that I won’t see you the next day or the fact that I can’t call you whenever I feel that Samar should be here or she would know this piece of information is horrible.. Before this site I use to cry all alone either by looking at your hi5 page and keeping on reading it one time after another.. before I used to think hi5 is entertaining but now I can’t open the hi5 site you know why cause it breaks my heart into pieces when I open my profile page and I see the favorite friend member your picture pop in front of me and my eyes don’t stop tearing.. This site have became a daily routine I open it every morning evening and night to see if anyone have wrote something about you.. I want to hear every word people say I want them to remember you every second and never forget you like all of us… I want to go back to the last minute I saw you and hug you before you left the car cause I thought I’m going to see you tomorrow as well I want to tell you not to go to that street if I knew that this will lead to your death.. I regret the fact that I couldn’t walk to you and see your face for the last time.. I regret not telling you how much I love you and I’ll miss you before leaving the car!! It’s been tough on all of us.. but I’m glad that you have an amazing family I admire your mom so much Samar for being strong she’s the reason we are strong. I admire Omar for doing this site.. I admire your dad for having and raising 3 amazing children. I admire Qadar for having a strong sisterly bond with you. I don’t know what to say.. I saw people crying because they miss you so much… People who haven’t slept for weeks cause your on their mind.. People who pray every 9ala knowing that by id3ying for you you’ll be happy.. As time pass by it’s getting tougher for each one of us.. I know your there I know you can hear and see everything.. Your having a better view from up there but no matter what every person say I’m going to miss you like hell it’s not goodbye and it will never be a bye!! Your still here with us I love you sooo much 7abebty be happy up there cause everyone down here are in love with you soul and spirit!! A7ibich wayd wayd wayd!!
Please keep those blogs coming it keeps us and sumer connected!!
You’ll always be on my mind..
Awooooosh fakhro

Mona Hamadeh Wrote...

My Best Cousin, Samar

If I start writing all what I want to say about Samar, I will never stop.. Samar was a cheerful , active, and caring person . She admired many things that others didn’t even see . She had wisdom and magnanimity . She always thought about helping the poor and orphans. She taught me to take life easy and just live it! It always appeared to me that she was trying to say "life isn’t for too long.. "

Samar, I’ll miss you and never forget you . Holding on to memories you left us all with . You’re not in my eyes nor my heart “ YOU’RE IN ME” as long as I live . We will all follow you whether its today or tomorrow . I hope to see you not only in heaven, but in paradise . That time when we’ll hug each other and laugh together about this silly world . I know your happy.. I know your happy.. I’m sure you are inshalla…

Your cousin, Muna Hamadeh *Minga*

-I ask everyone who reads this to make do3a2 for Samar and pray for her . The only gift she receives now is do3a2.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Doa'a for Samar

" اللهم انك قلت "ادعوني أستجب لكم
اللهم ان سمر فى ذمتك فاغفر لها وارحمها إنك أنت الغفور الرحيم
اللهم احييتها على الاسلام و توفيتها على الايمان
اللهم اغسلها بالماء والثلج والبرد
اللهم نقها من الخطايا كما نقيت الثوب الأبيض من الدنس
اللهم آنس وحدتها يا رحمن
اللهم نور قبرها يا منير
اللهم اجعل قبرها روضة من رياض الجنة
اللهم اجعل مثواها الجنة يا كريم
اللهم ادخلها جنات النعيم يا قدير
اللهم اجعلها مع الملائكة يوم الدين
اللهم لا حول ولا قوة إلا بك.

و إنا لله وإنا أليه راجعون
20 /9/2006م

Mrs Hassna Fayyad Wrote

يوم سمر الانصاري
صباح 5/9/2006م
فراقك ادمى عيوننا وقلوبنا
يوم كئيب وحزين .. يوم مظلم وظالم .. يوم تجمدت فيه القلوب والعيون، وصُمت فيه الاذان من تصديق الخبر الذي ينذر بوفاة سمر .. وجوه الاحباء في المدرسة غابرة والعيون غائرة .. والتحركات من مكان الى آخر دون معنى أو تفكير
الذهول والألم، غطيا بيديهما ملامح الجميع، بدءاً بالادارة الى المعلمين
والمعلمات، الموظفين والموظفات، الطلاب والطالبات، فما من أحد كان يسمع الخبر إلا ويصرخ ( لا اصدق ) .. ثم يقف ويتجمد فى مكانه إلى أن يفيق على نفسه ويعاود القول، هذا مستحيل وغير صحيح، بالله عليكم تأكدوا من صحة الخبر.رفض كل احباء سمر التصديق ظانيين انهم سيبعدوا الموت عن الحبيبة التى كبرت وترعرعت .. كبُرت وتميزت، ونالت أعلى الدرجات

وبسرعة عُلقت اللافتات التي تعزي بسمر وأُرسلَت، الخطابات الى المعلمين والتي تطلب تقدير حالة اصدقاء سمر، وتوقف الكلام فيما بيننا حيث أخذ كل واحدٍ منّا يعزي الآخر بنظرات العيون التي تشرح مافى القلوب وتحكي عما يجول فى الصدور. وبَعْـدْ فقد انتشر الجمع كل في طريقه وعلى طريقته، ليساند عائلة سمر في مصابها الجلل، في الإبنة البريئة براءة الاطفال، الطاهرة النقية نقاء الثلج، الجميلة جمال الورد والزّهر فى مرقدها الأخير... الذكية صاحبة الفكر المستنير..

فاصبري وصابري يا أم سمر ويا والد سمر ويا أخوة سمر ويا أحبّاء سمر ويامن يعرف سمر، فقد إختارها الله لتحلّ عليه ضيفة عزيزة .. ستفتح لها أبواب الجنة بإذنه تعالى وستدخل من اوسعها، تاركة صفحة جميلة رُسِمَتْ في مخيلة الجميع وستبقى الى الأبد في ذاكرة الجميع.

إنا للهِ وإناّ إليه راجعون
هم السابقون ونحن اللاحقون
المرشدة الاجتماعية
حسناء فياض
مدرسة ابن خلدون الوطنية

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Monday, September 18, 2006

Inna LilLah Wa Inna Elayhi Raaji3oon

Al Waqt Front page


Ramsey and Omar, my cousins, and I called samar Soup or Soupy short for Masoupalami which is actually us trying to pronounce (Marsupilamai), an actual animal. Masoupalami is a cartoon character who was petite yet agile, intelligent and very quick. Really just like samar...

Poem emailed to me by Mona Almoayyed

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Gulf Daily Newspaper

The accident happened at 11:30 pm when SAMAR was on her way home!

Bahrain Tribune

Clarification! SAMAR was 18 years old, on her way home and passed away instantly without being taken to hospital.

Akhbar Al Khaleej Newspaper

SAMAR died on 4/9/2006 at 11:30 pm
and not 12:30 am.

Al Waqt Newspaper

Nezar Al-Kooheji Wrote

I dedicate this to the Ansari family, the family that spreads nothing but love and comfort to all those they know, the family that through the years have come to make me feel like I truly have a second home. Our hearts are all with you there is no doubt in that, may god bless you all (Allah e5leekum 7ag ba3ath inshalla) I have a poem that I would like to share with you, I found this on the internet and it really felt to me like this is what Samar would want to say to all those she loved and cared for, up where she belongs in heaven with God.

"To Those I Love and Those Who Love Me"

When I am gone, release me, let me go,
I have so many things to see and do,
You mustn't tie yourself to me with tears.
Be happy that we had so many years.

I gave you my love, You can only guess,
How much you gave to me in happiness.
I thank you for the love you each have shown,
But now it is time I travel alone.

So grieve a while for if grieve you must,
then let your grief be, comforted by trust.
It's only for awhile that we must part,
so bless the memories within your heart.

I won't be far away, for life goes on.
So if you need me, call and I will come.

Though you can't see or touch me, I'll be near.
And if you listen with your heart, you'll hear,
All of my love around you, soft and clear.

And then, when you must come this way alone,
I'll greet you with a smile, and say: "Welcome Home"

My faith in God makes me believe that you will all live together, forever in heaven with your Angel Samar. Words can’t ever express how tough this is, but may your faith in God make you see that is not the end, but only the start of a different chapter, and your Angel is just one step ahead of you.

Love your bro Nezar

Saturday, September 16, 2006

SAMAR'S Last Email to Me

From :
Um Terki
Sent :
Monday, August 21, 2006 2:27 AM
To :
Hey mama, keifek? I know you're busy and stuff bes I just wanted to ask you for something. Mama i am very very interested in sponsoring a palestinian child, how can I do this? If you know anything please tell me so that I can get started on this. Thanks.

SAMAR sent me this email when I was with Omar in the UK .We were planning to do it as soon as I get back but then we got busy and did not have the chance to do it before the accident.I fulfilled this dream for SAMAR and this is one small step in the path of hopefully fulfilling most of her dreams. This is the site where donations can be made :

Swift Gallery-1

This is the Wall that Samar and her friends left their mark. Sumer 404 is what samar spray painted. Sumer was the nickname qadar gave her and 404 was her code since she was born on 4/4/1988. They also spray painted where they were going for university, thus you can see York spray painted in the first picture.

These pictures were taken by me on 12th of September. Qadar and I were accompanied by Mrs. Zahra Dawood, Mrs. Lama Tahboub and our cousin Lubna Hamadeh.

If only Soup (Samar) knew that she didn't need to spray paint her name on a wall to be remembered...

Samar's Facebook Profile

Favorite Music:

Okay. Sometimes I find myself really into trance, house, and techno like tiesto, axwell, atb, etc. Other times i'll be listening to alternative/rock like coldplay, the fray, lifehouse, guns n roses, red hot chilli peppers, etc. I also got my rnb side, im a huge mariah carey fan! Very into laid back rap like biggie, mase, and fabolous. When i'm in the mood to just listen to music, il play chillout like cafe del mar.

Favorite TV Shows:

Sex and the City!! Lost, One Tree Hill, The Gilmore Girls, The Bold and the Beautiful (cmon u gotta respect a show that has killed and brought back to life so many of its characters).

Favorite Movies:

Romeo and Juliet, The Godfather Trilogy, "O", Soul Food

Favorite Books:

The Prophet by Gibran Khalil Gibran

Qaseedat Ali Al Shargawi

Samar's Hi5 Posts

samar.. where do i start? first of all.. i am sooo very cool, and you know it.. im gona fail ur stupid application because there are NO answers to the questions:P haha.. sumer, i love the way u think!! seriously.. you bring up the weirdest things.. and gossip with u is soo good:P u seem to have ideas about nearly everything.. i would like to mention some here, but im afraid of whos gona read hits..:P hahaha.. samar i kno u love me n think im cool:P its okay.. i wont share ur secret with the rest of the world.. :) if i ever finish the stupid UT essays, well have some fun;p hahaha.. wut would i do without u in math and physics.. man, id be bored.. LOVE YOU.. xx!! its been amazing with u.. dont change(dude, seriously).. >yes, i said dude:P

ahhh samar, where do i start? ok, theres physics..that wouldnt've been the same without' sho..samar is cool cuz she listens to all the crap i say =P and shes so funny, she'll make u laugh when u least expect it with her random comments..i love everything (and i mean everything) about her..dont change man..3ajeeba intay

samar samar samar..umju7a.. haha im gonna try my best to make this short n sweet(n try not to be gay, but if i am sorry but cnt help it;p) therz just too much to say.. first of all, this girl is definitely more than a sister to me.. (and who knoz, we might get married;p if the plan duznt work out).. hahaha.. la bs inshallah the terki liyani(n i think now its zeina;p) plan will happen..ur doin a good job with the husband search, but im still waitin for a dimitri;p.. n i think some1 needs to reconsider the name emsa3d..;p.. anywyas.. back to samar.. shez one of the very few ppl who appreciates good tea.. and has good taste in coffee;p.. (btw u still didnt make me ur choccoffee drink.. ive been waiting for like more than a yr now!!) haha n therz no1 id rather talk to other than samar.. u can have the most interesting conversations with her bout the stupidest things.. n in the end ur always gonna laugh..even when ur stressing out bout work or close to a breakdown..hahaha.. n samar is one person who u can depend on to come take walks with u on the beach.. or just chill there while having an �clair.. mmm.. (3gbal the mint hot chocolate).. haha it all started in hidd (the coolest kids are raised there btw) with the chicks and the playroom..then to silk pjs and covers, ur toe, pog, shin-hei, what ticles ur fancy, wl ne3am�blaaah I cud go on n on.. but I think the cool application says it all.. ;p.. lol n i doubt anyone cud pass.. but that ib3id oo 5aleeny song.. im really curious, why is he soo happy?? anyways master yoda �if u want sth.. (munch munch) u�ll eventually get it�.. hahaha.. I looooooooooove u.. after Mariah n the wrangler, its gonna be ju7a socials time.. cant wait! xx..

so every1 did the whole lets-type-ur-name-3-times-jst-to-make-sure-it's u. well, im not gna. samarmar, where do i start ha? definitely the COOLEST person ever. no really, if u wana have a deep, intellectual, witty, smart, interesting conversation, samar is the one to talk to. this girls knos it all, wether it's gossip or news or lame pointless information. BUT samar's also the bestEST friend ever. how long has it been biatch? more than 11 years? n ur stiill my fav. person (excuse the gayness).. ur right, in 10 years from now u stil are going to plan my day. cuz u kno ur the only one that knos how to plan it right.

Soup soup soup... what can i say, my favorite 17 yr old ansari... that narrows it down :P no rlly soup is always there when i need her, gr8 listener, rlly funny (at times dont get cocky), and just fun to be around... Just get to knw her and ull see what i mean, trust me. Just wanted to say 'hey soup',
tc and i hope ill c u soon...

PS: Say hi to my wife-to-be ;)

Sumer, Sumer, Sumer..What can I say? She loves her drama. Samar's someone you have 2 get 2 really know so that you can trully appreciate her Sumerness. She has a really good heart, very deep thinker, and really loyal. She's great to talk 2, has cool ideas. Alright thatz all I can say, Sumer, hope its enough. To sum it up, u want 2 talk 2 someone interesting, talk 2 Samar, she won't let u down.

samar samar samar.. my gym buddy...she taught me so much, i really dunno wut i wud do without her.. shez soo much fun to talk to, smart (but shez saving it for the real world=p), and really funny! above all that, she knows how to pick out husbands=p.. i could go on n on, but to make things short.. shes more than a sister to me..

samar is definitely the coolest in the west

Samar's Facebook wall since the 5th of September

Leena Al Belooshi (American) wroteat 6:21am September 13th, 2006
plz dishay online.. imjust fukin staring at ur name "in search of sunrise.." why so early/??????
Wall-to-Wall - Write on Leena's Wall

Summer Fakhro (BC) wroteat 9:59pm September 12th, 2006
summaa lovvinnn summaa lovin (8) .. reeemmiixxx sumalovin sumalovin! hahah i miss u so much walla.. chemistry sucks without u.. there are so many jellybean daddy moments! u can probably see whats happening to me.. even when i fell asleep in the library today then in bio like 6 times.. go ahead, laugh and make fun of me (broken heart)! hehe i love uuu

Lama Almoayyed (SCAD) wroteat 6:11pm September 12th, 2006
suuumer!! yolanda is everywhheeere in the south.. heh.. i love you sooo much.. u shud be here!! ud love it.. its such a sumer place.. seriously, around me there are ppl on bikes and ppl in yolandas:P haha.. youre with me always!! i love you!! i wish i could tel you whats going on with me my angel!!i love youu!!Xx

Zeyad Zainal (FIT) wroteat 7:59pm September 10th, 2006
ha il 7ooob! wat r u doing? i just had a pop tart for i have to go do my laundry, do a lot of homework, then head to the gym..ahh

Jazzy Jazz (Concordia Canada) wroteat 10:47am September 9th, 2006
your missed already babe!!! your were adorable when u would do your sit-ups at the gym working out and all i wont forget that!
Wall-to-Wall - Write on Jazzy's Wall

Dana Shashaa (UC Irvine) wroteat 4:54am September 9th, 2006
its salman. im sitting with alll of ur frends, latoof on my left, danadisho on my right. wish u wer here (yes even at ur own memorial). love u baby sis, ps. ur wall is gona be our online journal, pls chek it from time to time. love u

Laila Yafi (St. Edwards) wroteat 10:20pm September 7th, 2006
Winter is here and Samar is gone, im so cold and i cant go on.
Wall-to-Wall - Write on Laila's Wall

Zeyad Zainal (FIT) wroteat 6:55am September 7th, 2006
7obiii! i was looking forward to do a lot things with my baby, but thats life..i gotta live with it..u cant just be gone..uve been more than a friend to me, ur best memories were with u..haha n prom was definately not wat i was expecting, but knowing it was with u, it was the best

Lama Almoayyed (SCAD) wroteat 5:53pm September 6th, 2006
Sumer baby, this isnt fair! i just dialed your number cuz i had a little story to tell you!!! something only youd fully appreciate.. omg sumer, i love you soo much, and i miss you already!! i cant believe youre gone, this is so unreal.. i need to talk to you now!!! i need to be in the car with you talking about basically nothing.. i love you!! i miss you! xx

Ali Ardati (Purdue) wroteat 3:17pm September 6th, 2006
allah yarhamich ya samar

Laila Yafi (St. Edwards) wroteat 4:55am September 6th, 2006
Samar, sometimes life isn't fair. I miss and love you so much. We'll seach other again.
Wall-to-Wall - Write on Laila's Wall

Dana Shashaa (UC Irvine) wroteat 4:23am September 6th, 2006
ill never find a friend, a phone buddy, a sister like u.. never.. i love u.. i love u so much, u dont understand.. this is so hard, i want u here now.. i need u.. i miss u.. never did i imagine my life without u, n i never will.. ull always be in my heart.. i miss u sumer.. um ju7a.. master yoda.. my everything.. 7ob u loads..

Salman Al Jalahma (Emerson) wroteat 3:41am September 6th, 2006
i love u 7abeebti, more than u could hav ever known. this is not fair. i need u so badly, i cant picture my life without u. u always sed u never believed in love, and i wish i wake up from this dream and ur back here with us so i can show u. pls come bak
Wall-to-Wall - Write on Salman's Wall

Tamara Al-Mashouk (Smith) wroteat 1:28am September 6th, 2006
samar ur irreplacable and unforgettable.. i nvr thot ths wud happen n i love u more than u know n i wish i told u more often.. ma bansaach 7abibti.. i love uu..

Latifa Almaraj (UPenn) wroteat 8:07pm September 5th, 2006
my consligere.. my soulmate. ur gone, and now my whole life is too. i love you samar. i love you
Wall-to-Wall - Write on Latifa's Wall

Leena Al Belooshi (American) wroteat 7:32pm September 5th, 2006
ma9adig.. ma9adig.. fuck i cant believe it.. i fukin love u
Wall-to-Wall - Write on Leena's Wall

Summer Fakhro (BC) wroteat 7:03pm September 5th, 2006
samar i love u so much.. i wish there was something i could do to bring u back or even just rewind time to really enjoy the last few minutes we spent together! no1 will ever replace my summa lovin' .. love u always

Lama Almoayyed (SCAD) wroteat 4:21pm September 5th, 2006
i love you.

Alia Aljarallah (Bahrain) wroteat 2:27pm September 5th, 2006
we love u samar.. u can never be replaced. u will be forever missed.. rest in peace..lily,alia,rasha,amelda