Saturday, May 04, 2013

Number Four


My seat on the plane was number four,
A message I’ve been longing for.

Arrived at my hotel only to find
That, they too had you in mind.

My room was located on level four
The number 400 was on the door.

I heard your footsteps on the floor
Wishful thinking! My tears started to pour.

You choose my travels to make me aware
With signs to reassure me that you’re there.

Dearest loving daughter, who I adore
This trip is dedicated for you, 404.

Randah R. Hamadeh, Copyright © 2013
Author, Summer Rays: Solace for Bereaved Parents
Written in loving memory of my daughter,
Samar Ahmed Al Ansari (4/4/1988-4/9/2006)
(www.samaralansari.com)


Friday, May 03, 2013

Wednesday, May 01, 2013

Saturday, April 20, 2013

Reading Log for Magazine Article #1


Name and Date of Magazine: National Geographic, December 1998.
Title of Article: Petra, Ancient City of Stone.
Author of Article: Don Belt

Summary of Article: The author described Petra in several aspects such as : historical, geographical, the thoughts of all the people of Petra, and Petra today. The author tells us about the history of Petra across the years. Some of what he talked about is that Petra was built in the year 2000 B.C., and the first people to live there were called the Nabteans. He also talked about the geography of Petra, Petra's location was a very important trade center in the past. The people of Petra who are the Bedouins, who are Nabatean originated, feel that tourism is very important, because they are vendors and work as tourist guides in Petra. Without the tourists, the Bedouins couldn't earn livings and provide their families. The article also talks about how pretty Petra is, and how today the Jordanian government has taken a loan from the World Bank to preserve it's beauty by fixing it's ruined landmarks. Petra, also became more organized, because of the demand on tourism. The government took major interest in Petra, because it bought a lot of income.
Photographs/Illustrations/Maps: The phtographs complimented the article very much, by showing us Petra's everlasting beauty. They also gave me  a better understanding of the article. The amount of photographs was just right, because too many phtographs distract the reader from the writing. The  phtographs were also just right, because the pictures were what the author was writing about.
Comment: I enjoyed the article a lot, because it was very interesting, and it persuaded me to go to Petra one time. The author wrote every minor point, and that made me happy, because it gives me a better understanding of the article. It provided me with a lot of new information such as, Petra is a very important city to the Jordanians, and that the Bedouins depend on Petra tourists to earn livings. This article was a good article because it provided me with a lot of useful information  and it was very interesting; it was a joy to read. The language of this article was more for adults, but it wasn't so hard that I didn't understand a word. The author was using very sophisticated  words that most of my age group wouldn't understand. I would like to learn what would happen to the Bedouins in Petra, if Petra didn't exist anymore, and what would the Jordanian government do about it? The best parts of the article are when the author talked about the Bedouin and Arabic people; saying how nice they were. Another good part is when the author describes Petra. I liked those parts, because I thought  they were interesting and enjoyable. Parts of the article that could've been omitted  are the parts when the author talked about Arabs. He talked about them in a mocking sort of way, and I didn't like it. He mentioned that a small Bedouin boy urinated infront of him. Also in the dialogue between the Bedouins and himself, he wrote bad English when the  Bedouins were talking. If these things were true, he shouldn't mention them, because that is degrading to Arabs. So, I think he should've taken these parts of the article out. So, I think he should've taken these parts of the article out. When I read the article I couln't help but feel a little hatred towards the author. Despite that, I really enjoyed the article and thought it was very useful and interesting.

By: Samar Al Ansari
7C

Thursday, April 18, 2013

Sunday, April 07, 2013

Happy Birthday Baba


I miss you both so much.

Thursday, April 04, 2013

Happy Birthday Samar


Always in my heart,
Always in my thoughts,
Always with me.

Love, Mama

Oh How I Miss You, Daughter, Dear!



Monday, April 01, 2013

Sunday, March 31, 2013

The Reunion Heart

Since Heaven has become your home
I sometimes feel I'm so alone;
and though we now are far apart
you hold a big piece of my heart.

I never knew how much I'd grieve
when it was time for you to leave;
or just how much my heart would ache
from that one fragment you would take.

God lets this tender hole remain
reminding me we'll meet again;
and one day all the pain will cease
when He restores this missing piece.

He'll turn to joy my every tear
with thoughts of you I hold so dear;
and they'll become my special way
to treasure our Reunion Day.

Author Unkown

Friday, March 22, 2013

IKNS Carnival

In Loving Memory of Samar, 
IKNS Carnival in her Final School Year

Thursday, March 21, 2013

Mother’s Day - Incomplete


Again, Mother’s Day arrived.
Don’t know how past occasions I survived?

Others say, “Be thankful you still have two.”
Those who identify with child loss are few!

It is not the number of children that counts,
Nor is grief determined by scales or amounts.

Although Mother's Day is a reminder of all the love
That a mother shares with her child in heaven above,

It still triggers a lot of sorrow and pain,
And the suffering that a mother for life will sustain.

Her joy on Mother’s Day will always be incomplete
As her child is not there to wish her, and the day greet.


Randah R. Hamadeh, Copyright © 2013
Author, Summer Rays: Solace for Bereaved Parents
Written in loving memory of my daughter,
Samar Ahmed Al Ansari (4/4/1988-4/9/2006)


Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Thursday, March 14, 2013

Excerpts on love and dying

" As long as we can love each other, and remember the feeling of love we had,
we can die without really going away.
All the love we created is still there.
All the memories are still there.
You live on--
in the hearts of everyone you have touched and nurtured while you were here."

by Mitch Albom
Tuesday with Morrie

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

A Quote

"Death ends a life  not a relationship"

by Mitch Albom
From tuesdays with Morrie

Monday, March 04, 2013

! كم تغيرت

!كم تغيرت! وكم بات وجهك حزين
عيناك تبوح بآلامك وتخبر الناظرين
بأنك فقدت قطعة منك هي أغلى الغاليين
فأصبحت غير التي نعهدها من كثرة ما تعانين
.الحزن يكلل عينيك ويكشف عن أسى دفين

!ست سنوات مضت ولا زلت تبكين
وكأن ما حدث كان بالأمس وليس من سنين
أخشى عليك لأنك بكل لحظة إبنتك تتذكرين
وأرى بأن هذا غير صحيح لأنك تتعذبين
.تقبلي يا عزيزتي قدرك وإياك ترفضين

ما كان بوسعها أن تعيش الأكثر من السنين
فعمرها حدده يوم ميلادها رب العالمين
لا حيلة لك وإلا ستبقي يوما بعد يوم تذبلين
وأخشى يا عزيزتي من هذا الهم تمرضين
.وربما حياتك يا الغالية قريبا تخسرين

صدقيني فأنا أحبك وأخاف عليك وأنت تعرفين
وأسمع صراخك الصامت دون أن تتفوهين
وأرى دموعك اليائسة وأحزن كباقي المحبين
لكن أريد أن يلتئم جرحك وكما عهدناك تعودين
.تنير البهجة قلبك ومثل باقي البشر تفرحين

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Friday, March 01, 2013