أعذريني أمي

أعذريني أمي، أيقظتك من النوم

لأملي عليك حروفي ولي تكتبين

ولأجفف قطرات الندى

التي بللت وجهك وانت تحلمين

أمي، لم كل هذه الدموع؟

أنت التي للملأ دائما تؤكدين

،بأنني رحلت بجسدي فقط

!ولكن روحي حاضرة، أتذكرين

ترافقك لحظة بلحظة

ودائما بوجودي تشعرين

تريني أينما نظرت

تحسين بلمستي وصوتي تسمعين

أمي، لملمي أشلاء جراحك

فبأشعارك أحيا واسمي دوما تذكرين

إنهضي أمي وصلي الفجر

وادعي لي ولأخوتي وكبري وانت تسجدين

وعلى نعمة وجودي معك منذ رحيلي

.لا تنسي أمي المنعم العطوف تشكرين

رنده ربحي حماده© ٢٠١٤  

          جميع الحقوق محفوظة للمؤلفة

February 2014

I'm Calling You

Every moment, of the day

I’m calling you

Trying to forget that your death

is not fabricated, but true

Hoping that you come back

Only for minutes, even few

I miss you daughter,

and don’t know what to do

How can I go on living?

I have no clue.

I look at your jeans, dresses,

tops, the pink and the blue,

And the ones you haven’t worn

still in your cupboard new

I caress every item there

including each sandal and shoe.

Had you been alive, all of these

You would’ve by now outgrew.

I gaze at your belongings

They too are calling you.

Randah R. Hamadeh, Copyright © 2014
Author, Summer Rays-Solace for Bereaved Parents

From "Sharing with Love and Healing Hugs"

أمي لا تبكي

أمي! أضعت القلادة، لا تفزعين

أنا في قلبك أعرف وتعرفين

صورتي ترينها أينما تنظرين

كأنها جزء من عينيك به تبصرين

لا حاجة للقلادة لنكون قريبين

فأنا أتربع بفؤادك،أينما تذهبين

اسمي محفور قبل الذهب بالشرايين

أنا معك في يقظتك وحين تنامين

لا تبكي أمي!ما هي إلا قلادة تلبسين

 لاحاجة إليها حتى بي تشعرين

 لكن أدعو الله أن تجديها وتفرحين

لأنها هدية من إخوتي الغاليين

.حفظهما الله لك أمي سالمين

                  

 رنده ربحي حماده© ٢٠١٤   

          جميع الحقوق محفوظة للمؤلفة

My Star in Heaven - from Healing Hugs

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January 2014

Season's Greetings

As the year comes to an end,

And everyone has greetings to send,

And reserves a place for the New Year to spend,

I put a smile on my face and pretend

That I am okay, as no one can fully comprehend

My heartache, neither a relative nor friend.

Forgive me, loved ones, I do not mean to offend

But my wounds will never mend

Since my grief and my blood blend.

I wish I could my history amend

And the movement of time suspend

Not having to face another year's end!

Randah R. Hamadeh, 2009, Copyright©
Summer Rays-Solace for Bereaved Parents

2014 Calendar

From TheGrief ToolBox

From the Compassionate Friends

From the Compassionate Friends

Grief Expert

Sorry about your tragedy,

Did you get over it?

If not at all,

at least a bit.

Have you healed

and overcome your pain?

Hope not to see you

sad ever again.

You have survived

life’s biggest blow,

You should be able,

to let go.

She did not suffer

and quickly went,

Instead of extending

your misery and lament.

Thank God you have

the other two,

They must have made it

easier for you.

Push your sadness

and sorrow behind,

Only keep your surviving

children in mind.

My tears

started to flow.

Is she a grief expert,

and I did not know!

Randah R. Hamadeh, Copyright © 2013
Author, Summer Rays-Solace for Bereaved Parents

Worldwide Candle Lighting

I wish heaven had a phone

Tears Fall

Tears fall and I start to cry

Others are shocked! They don't know why.

They prefer to forget and ignore

That emotions can’t be locked indoor!

People accept laughter and joy

And let tears and sadness annoy

Many things trigger my sorrow and grief.

Tears give me comfort and some relief

Isn’t it enough what I went through?

They shouldn’t question what I feel or do.

I am lifting the barriers that suppress

All the feelings that I need to express.

Randah R. Hamadeh, Copyright © 2013
Author, Summer Rays-Solace for Bereaved Parents

From the Compassionate Friends

December 2013